back from thailand.
actually i was since wed
but i was too lazy to update
but yes, thailand was quite fun lah.
a lot of shopping
except the fact tht i was sick thruout
had fever for the first 2 days
then after tht had damn damn damn pain throat ulcers for the rest until now still have
):
i rather have fever thn thraot ulcers
at least for fever there's this very miracullous thingy called paracetemol tht suppresses ur fever
but for throat ulcers u just have to wait for ur antibodies to work hard
and theres no relief x.x
ahhh wells.
trying to watch as many dramas as i can before school reopens
which is bloody soon x.x
even though i hvn finished hmwk
since well, my
ideal new year resolution is not to watch ANY dramas next yr
i'll probably die.
but ok lah, i'll finish dou niu and they kiss again
so my resolution is not to
start on any new dramas xDDD
at least not till As end. x(
but its essential lah
with my shitty results and foundation and plus with cca x(((
and goodness knows wht else i'll be involved in
but i have to continue fangirling no matter what ok
i'll DIE without it.
D.I.E
its a source of motivation.
the trip in 2009 is my biggest motivation for next yr to fly past (:
HAIZ. thinking of next year makes me sickkkk seriously.
and hor, not being petty here lah
BUT fangirling is NOT equals to boy crazy
its a totally different thing
its not as if i want all of them to be my boyfriend and i want their msn and numbers or sth
(although i would die for it)
and seriously, its as simple as idolism.
its definitely NOT boy crazy
i mean there are probably millions of people around the world whole calls themselves mrs yamashita tomohisa
its just a channel for the millions of fangirls around the world to take their mind off the disgusting schoolwork and pressure and cruelty of the world.
part of idols jobs is to be idoled at (if there even such a word)
so i definitely am NOT boy crazy
and i just hate it when ppl say tht of me.
yes. sorry a bit angsty but really really really hate tht to be said of me.
and listening to ultra music power makes me happy (:
esp chinen's voice.
and i like listening to ai nante for tegoshi's voice.
his voice has a soul calming effect (:
i like being away from reality.
